My Love...

Me and Papa during engagement...

Just got married in April...I am working hard towards achieving my dreams wedding...
Almost spend my entire saving *uhuks* ..yes..I know its nothing if compared to Marion Counter's and Naza heir's wedding.. But for me its purrrfect...

The most important is I married with my dear fiancee...he looks handsome that day...

And.. we live like normal couple..went to work..
Coming back home...

Work busy with assignments, projects, people, colleagues and training...


I was in this compulsory P3 training..its 3 days training ( super longggg) and I was feeling bloated and headache...

Papa helped me massaging my head..thought my washing hair during mid night cause the headache..

Until kak tina ckp..

"tah2 aeman pregnant tak??"

me : "tak kot kak..period saya....errrr"

Went back home..I washed clothes, scrubbed the bathroom and toilet bowl
with all my heart ( dunno why)..my hubby pon tolong berus dinding...

Then we went to the Guardian...
My hubby still pening but he didnt want to make
any fuss..just followed until I put the thing on the counter..

"you need this??"

"yup..but not sure.."

We rushed back home..Guardian is less than 5 mins drive from our apartment..
Andd...

I did the test...

It wasnt really convincing coz
my dear hubby tah camne he dropped my urine in the wrong hole...

But the result was Positive!!

I couldnt read his mind whether he wants this or not...


"Jum g clinic pa..I rasa clinic bukak lagi..."

Owh wait..we got a date with Aizu...

Aizu wanna collect his very important letter from me with Sue..
Damn..how come I forgot that I have made a promised..

Luckily its Paparich Bandar Puteri...5 mins drive from our house and less than 100 m from Guardian just now and also clinic...

Drive lelaju to Paparich..looking for Aizu n Sue..

They are not they yet...
I ordered charketiow and papa ordered..*forgot*..I think its curry mee and superdelicious cendol..nyummy2...

Aizu was happy with that letter...(who wasnt if your offer is almost 60% more from your current pay)...

He was soo kind and pay my bill.. (I hinted him anyway..yeah..I know)...

Then we went to the Stupid Clinic Selva..
I went inside to see the doctor alone...
Papa have to take his call the call is seems forever..important he said..

The doctor said...

"congrates mem..ur a pregnant!! its 5th week.."

I am..thank Allah..its a gift from
you...But..I wasnt really expect this coz..
Its only one month...
Tak sempat honeymoon lama2...

*Sigh**

I went out and I look into his face..
He wanna say something..

"Papa..Im pregnant..."
"Mama..my boss just called..I might have to go to Algeria for 3 months..."
((whattttt...3 months is sooo long taw!!))   '(*O*)
ok calm...

"Bile papa?"
"Tah..asap..congratez mama..."

I try to take it positively..
It is sad but hey Allah wont allow any bad things happened to me kan?
Things happened with reasons.. <- pujuking my self... sob sob... ('',)